ninglor03

Ninglors Log 115

21.05.19 – 27.05.19

May Progress:
5/6

Completed Games:
A Plot Story

Won/Gifted Games:
Mahjong Solitaire

Bought Games:

Played this week:
Hauoki

A Plot Story review – eh, missed that. Ups :]

Cat Story ahead!
Cat story temporarily on hold – sry! :(

Welp, my life seems super exciting atm, doesn’t it? I barely seem to have anything to tell you folks and I feel kinda guilty. It’s not as if I try to hide stuff from you, there is just… not that much happening o.O
Apart from: I’m changing my anti-depressant pills. It’s horrible. Since Tuesday last week I’m having withdrawal symptoms. Mainly feeling super dizzy, whenever I move. Sometimes thinking too intently seems to be enough as well, but eeeeeh. I felt a bit feverish in the night AND on Friday I started to be super riled up bc of anything and everything. Sucks bad. By now – Sunday – things are starting to look a bit better. I’ve been today the first time out driving. Also out out and going to the ceramic studio. But for two, three days now I feel at times more sad. And this scares me – oh right, I had a panic attack while sleeping. That’s definitely been a while. So yeah. I’m scared things are going in a direction I don’t want them too. But my doc said it would take roughly a week to get the old meds out of my system and the new ones to kick in. So it’s ok, right? I sure hope so hide
Oh, and I did a funny thing – haven’t done that in a bit – I couldn’t sleep the other night, so I grabbed a book and started reading. Couple of hours I’ve put it down, having finished it. It was one of those books I could just not stop reading. I really love these kinda books. And at the same time it’s super annoying, bc I just can’t do this! Well, apparently I can :D
One more thing: This time next week, I’ll be at my dads place. Well, not my dads place as in living separate from my mum. But he lives there during the week for work. So I’ll move in, bc our kitchen is going to be renovated starting next month. And since we just can’t close a door to the kitchen – we don’t HAVE a door to the kitchen – we can’t keep the cats out. And Ameno was last time so super stressed… ugh, yeah. So we are moving out. I’m nervous, tbh. I’ll be staying there on my own. Not in a familiar place – I know it and all, I even have relatives around the corner, but still, somewhere else, living on my own. AAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
Yep, this is totally happening. And yes, I still totally want to live in my own place with my boys, nevertheless, I’m scared :]

As stated before:
I’m happy to paint for each and everyone of you. Only fee are the material and shipping costs \o/
If you wanna give me something extra, that’s totally up to you and not expected ;)

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So much from me :)
Have a lovely week!
Queen Ninglor

Dad Tip #84 - Treat people better than they treat you

Vito

On the contrary, sounds like a lot is going on in your life at the moment! I wish you all the best for the next time and hopefully the medicine will kick in soon. You can do this :)

Btw Dad Tip #84 is a hard one ;(

ninglor03

Mhm. Yeah. Ha, guess it does indeed look like a lot going on.
I hope so too. Looked today already a bit brighter :)

Hang in there, you can follow that dad tip! \o/

LastM

It was one of those books I could just not stop reading.

Which book was that? I love when I get this feeling from a book.
Living alone is great! You can do whatever you want, nobody telling what to do… You’re gonna love it!
I hope you feel better about the new meds soon. :)

ninglor03

Ehehehe, not only was it gay romance, but also by a german author ;)
Well, apart from my boys. They’ll totally dictate my life :D But yes, I’m mostly looking forward to it :)
Yeah, me too. But today is already a better day, so yay to that! \o/

How are you doing btw? How did the training turn out?
I should really find some time soon-ish to chat you up ;)

LastM

Ehehehe, not only was it gay romance, but also by a german author ;)

I don’t mind gay romance, if it’s well-written, but german is a hard pass. xD
Tired. Very tired, but at least it’s over for now…
You definitely should!

ninglor03

It was well written! <3 Even with detailed gay sex? Just asking. I got some nice lesbian romance books. In english :D Ah, damn. The German part was the end of this xD
I can imagine. But yay, you did it! And now you can watch the end of GoT :]
I should! \o/ I’ll do this. Once I finished my PoP month. Almost done!

LastM

I’ve already watched it. I don’t spoil it, but just let me say that season 8 was very underwhelming. :/
I never tried a book with detailed sex of any kind. At least, I can’t remember any. xD

ninglor03

Yeah, I figured as much from our last talk. Well, maybe one day. But honestly I don’t feel like doing it. Just too much cringing on my end :D
O.O
Alright. I mean. I inserted a hidden lewd rating into my reviews. I confess I like sex cough Yeah, I indeed wrote that :D

LastM

Well, I’m always open for some book suggestions! I’m almost finishing my current one (The woman in the window) and I don’t have anything to read next.

ninglor03

Tad Williams! Any of his rly! \o/ I need to get reread the Otherland books. This time in English. I mean, why would I ask my parents to give them to me and then never read them?
Fantasy in general good? Have you ever tried Goodkinds Legend of the Seeker saga? I basically inhaled the first books (can you say that?), whereas the later books took me quite a while to read. Still brilliant though :]
Sarah Waters - for lesbian romance stuff. I’ve first watched Fingersmith and started reading the books after that. I really, really liked Tipping the Velvet. Not sure if that’s at all interesting for you though hide
I shall think a bit more about this :]

LastM

I like mystery and fantasy the most. I’m not into science fiction, tbh. I hate futuristic setting.
Otherland doesn’t seem like my kind of book, but this one sounds interesting.
Never tried this Legend of the Seeker. Is it really 21 books long? :O
I’ll try to watch Fingersmith, if I like it, I’ll try the book.

ninglor03

Yeah, Otherland is… uh.. Futury, I guess :]
They are super! And the first books I’ve ever read from him. Are you into angel/demon stuff? The Bobby Dollar trilogy is awesome! <3
Eh… I am honestly not sure. Lemme check. Last one I’ve read was 7. But it seems like there are “only” 15? At least that’s how I understand goodreads atm thinking
Sound like a plan :)

Harg "Orange"

Hello ninglor03,
2 question for you :
What means the acronym “PoP” for one of your list ?
Why the date is 21.05.18 – 27.05.18 since we are in 2019 ? (thats for all your post)

ninglor03

Heya! \o/
Oh PoP is for my Play of Pay group. I’ve put a list together to make it easier for ppl who pick for me :)

What? OMG! I…. I don’t even know what to say to this! It’s ofc supposed to be 2019! I’ll fix this! runs away

runs back Thanks for pointing that out <3

tsupertsundere

I’ve been there re:medication withdrawals. You’ll get through it, I know it! Your energy will help power you through.

Living on your own can be scary, but it gives you more freedom, too! We’re all rooting for you, nin <33333333

ninglor03

I didn’t do it.
Instead my mum now tells me there might be a flat in my town. We might wanna have a look at it this week? Ugh. Why is stuff happening, and why am I scared?

tsupertsundere

<:cccc ohh nin….
I hope you have someone you trust you can talk to, and I’m sending you so many internet hugs

ninglor03

Thank you! Internet hugs are awesome! <3